yes, my buddy Ren, is going down hill fast. He will be 17 on September 27th but for some reason since about March, he doesn't eat as much, sleeps more and is very feeble on his feet.
I know most would have put their dog to sleep at this stage but I just can't do it.
I just can't. I tended him all weekend and will make him comfortable as I can.
I had taken the quilt off one of the beds and put in the hall floor to take down to the laundry and low and behold, he had crept over and made himself a happy napping spot while BG and Abbie and I went strolling/walking.
Needless to say, I didn't grab up the laundry and let him sleep in peace.
I held him alot this weekend, more than usual and between him and Abbie getting her attention, I didn't get but a few stitches in and that was tonight about an hour ago when Abbie was fully worn out from being up with me since 4am and Ren was settled down after his timely drink of water at 10pm.
He has a routine.
But mostly he walks in circles and that drives me nuts. I know he still knows who I am and he just rests his head on me while I talk to him and love him.
I can say firmly that letting go is not one of my strong characteristics.
As long as he is not hurting and still eating, I'm going to hang on.
I keep remembering this one day that I went back to the store to get him.
He was 8 weeks old. They had put him in the back because I was deciding on whether to spend that much on a puppie at the time. It was alot. I remember the day I went on to the back and he was in a kennel and that look he gave me, like "take me home, please?" and an I love you look.
I then promptly told the store owner I wanted him.
Ren and I have been through alot. If he could only talk, I would let him write the book.
There's a video that Parsley had on her blog and I asked her if I could use it. It's from U-tube.
If you haven't seen it please take a minute, especially if you love dogs.
Scroll down to the bottom and mute the volume of the playlist and the video is right above it, 1.4 minutes and make sure you have a kleenex.